The Egg – A short story of life and death.

I normally don’t publish others’ work, but this short story brought tears to my eyes. I hope it does the same to you.

By: Andy Weir

You were on your way home when you died.

It was a car accident. Nothing particularly remarkable, but fatal nonetheless. You left behind a wife and two children. It was a painless death. The EMTs tried their best to save you, but to no avail. Your body was so utterly shattered you were better off, trust me.

And that’s when you met me.

“What… what happened?” You asked. “Where am I?”

“You died,” I said, matter-of-factly. No point in mincing words.

“There was a… a truck and it was skidding…”

“Yup,” I said.

“I… I died?”

“Yup. But don’t feel bad about it. Everyone dies,” I said.

You looked around. There was nothingness. Just you and me. “What is this place?” You asked. “Is this the afterlife?”

“More or less,” I said.

“Are you god?” You asked.

“Yup,” I replied. “I’m God.”

“My kids… my wife,” you said.

“What about them?”

“Will they be all right?”

“That’s what I like to see,” I said. “You just died and your main concern is for your family. That’s good stuff right there.”

You looked at me with fascination. To you, I didn’t look like God. I just looked like some man. Or possibly a woman. Some vague authority figure, maybe. More of a grammar school teacher than the almighty.

“Don’t worry,” I said. “They’ll be fine. Your kids will remember you as perfect in every way. They didn’t have time to grow contempt for you. Your wife will cry on the outside, but will be secretly relieved. To be fair, your marriage was falling apart. If it’s any consolation, she’ll feel very guilty for feeling relieved.”

“Oh,” you said. “So what happens now? Do I go to heaven or hell or something?”

“Neither,” I said. “You’ll be reincarnated.”

“Ah,” you said. “So the Hindus were right,”

“All religions are right in their own way,” I said. “Walk with me.”

You followed along as we strode through the void. “Where are we going?”

“Nowhere in particular,” I said. “It’s just nice to walk while we talk.”

“So what’s the point, then?” You asked. “When I get reborn, I’ll just be a blank slate, right? A baby. So all my experiences and everything I did in this life won’t matter.”

“Not so!” I said. “You have within you all the knowledge and experiences of all your past lives. You just don’t remember them right now.”

I stopped walking and took you by the shoulders. “Your soul is more magnificent, beautiful, and gigantic than you can possibly imagine. A human mind can only contain a tiny fraction of what you are. It’s like sticking your finger in a glass of water to see if it’s hot or cold. You put a tiny part of yourself into the vessel, and when you bring it back out, you’ve gained all the experiences it had.

“You’ve been in a human for the last 48 years, so you haven’t stretched out yet and felt the rest of your immense consciousness. If we hung out here for long enough, you’d start remembering everything. But there’s no point to doing that between each life.”

“How many times have I been reincarnated, then?”

“Oh lots. Lots and lots. An in to lots of different lives.” I said. “This time around, you’ll be a Chinese peasant girl in 540 AD.”

“Wait, what?” You stammered. “You’re sending me back in time?”

“Well, I guess technically. Time, as you know it, only exists in your universe. Things are different where I come from.”

“Where you come from?” You said.

“Oh sure,” I explained “I come from somewhere. Somewhere else. And there are others like me. I know you’ll want to know what it’s like there, but honestly you wouldn’t understand.”

“Oh,” you said, a little let down. “But wait. If I get reincarnated to other places in time, I could have interacted with myself at some point.”

“Sure. Happens all the time. And with both lives only aware of their own lifespan you don’t even know it’s happening.”

“So what’s the point of it all?”

“Seriously?” I asked. “Seriously? You’re asking me for the meaning of life? Isn’t that a little stereotypical?”

“Well it’s a reasonable question,” you persisted.

I looked you in the eye. “The meaning of life, the reason I made this whole universe, is for you to mature.”

“You mean mankind? You want us to mature?”

“No, just you. I made this whole universe for you. With each new life you grow and mature and become a larger and greater intellect.”

“Just me? What about everyone else?”

“There is no one else,” I said. “In this universe, there’s just you and me.”

You stared blankly at me. “But all the people on earth…”

“All you. Different incarnations of you.”

“Wait. I’m everyone!?”

“Now you’re getting it,” I said, with a congratulatory slap on the back.

“I’m every human being who ever lived?”

“Or who will ever live, yes.”

“I’m Abraham Lincoln?”

“And you’re John Wilkes Booth, too,” I added.

“I’m Hitler?” You said, appalled.

“And you’re the millions he killed.”

“I’m Jesus?”

“And you’re everyone who followed him.”

You fell silent.

“Every time you victimized someone,” I said, “you were victimizing yourself. Every act of kindness you’ve done, you’ve done to yourself. Every happy and sad moment ever experienced by any human was, or will be, experienced by you.”

You thought for a long time.

“Why?” You asked me. “Why do all this?”

“Because someday, you will become like me. Because that’s what you are. You’re one of my kind. You’re my child.”

“Whoa,” you said, incredulous. “You mean I’m a god?”

“No. Not yet. You’re a fetus. You’re still growing. Once you’ve lived every human life throughout all time, you will have grown enough to be born.”

“So the whole universe,” you said, “it’s just…”

“An egg.” I answered. “Now it’s time for you to move on to your next life.”

11 Signs Your Soul Has Reincarnated Many Times

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When we understand reincarnation as the maturation process, or evolution, of soulful energy, it follows that some of us have intuitively experienced different things in our lives that reflect on the age of the energy known as our souls.  It is commonly believed that many of our personal characteristics, experiences and capabilities in this life reflect on whether we have lived before on earth.  It is thought that the more we mature, the more gifted we are in certain areas of life and the more frequently we have ‘spiritual’ experiences.

1.  Recurring Dreams

Dreams are reflections of the unconscious mind, and while repetitive dreams may sometimes signify trauma, fear or issues that your brain is trying to process (“unfinished business”), repetitive dreams can also potentially be reflections of past life experiences.  Many people claim to have experienced certain events, seen particular people or gone to specific places frequently in their dreams that feel very familiar, and somehow recognizable.  For example, I often have recurring dreams of a 15th century castle that I have a distinct feeling of knowing very well, yet I have neverseen or been to this castle before in waking life.

 2.  Out-of-place Memories

There are many recorded instances of young children who have out-of-place memories that later prove to be oddly accurate in detail.  While out-of-place memories could be due to simple fantasies, misunderstandings or an incongruency in the ability to remember, there is mounting evidence that suggests out-of-place memories could reveal connections to past lives.

3.  You Have a Strong Intuition

Intuition is the ability to balance the conscious and unconscious mind and to tap into our deeper wellsprings of primal wisdom and innate knowledge.  It is said that the more we soulfully mature, the more we are closer to returning to the ‘source’ (known also as nirvana, eternity, oneness) from which our Souls come from, and from which the collective unconscious  – a body of universal knowledge – exists.

4.  Déjà vu

We’ve all experienced déjà vu before at some point in our lives.  It’s that bizarre feeling that somehow we have already experienced or lived a moment in time before.  Often déjà vu comes spontaneously, and is triggered by smells, sounds, sights, tastes and various other sensations.  While some claim that déjà vu is a neurological dissonance, others claim that déjà vu reflects the possibility of other dimensions (i.e. parallel universes), and still others believe it is revealing of past life experience.

5.  You’re an Empath

Empaths absorb the emotions, and in some instances the physical pains, of those around them literally empathizing, or directly feeling and experiencing what others experience.  In this article about Empaths I go into greater depth about this unique breed of people.  While identifying as an Empath and absorbing the emotions of others could be seen in some instances as a psychological form of avoidance to bypass one’s own problems and pin the blame on others, in other genuine cases it can be seen as a sign of a soul that has undergone many previous reincarnations and has refined to the point of transcending the individual self and it’s problems, extending to others as well.

6.  Precognition

Also known as ‘future sight’ or ‘second sight’, precognition is the ability to obtain information about future events that isn’t usually available.  Precognition can be experienced through visions, physical sensations and feelings as well as in dreams.  While considered quasi-scientific by some, to others precognition is a very real experience and could indicate the maturation of soulful energy.

7.  Retrocognition

You probably guessed it!  Retrocognition is the opposite of the above precognition, and refers to the ability to obtain information not usually available about past events.  These past events could be in your own lifetime, or sometime in the distant past.  Of course, retrocognition unlike precognition is not easy to prove or verify, however, for those who have genuinely experienced it (and have been able to honestly verify it), this ability could also be a sign of soulful reincarnation.

8.  You Feel Older Than Your Age Reflects

Some people are perpetually “young at heart” even into their later lives, and in the same manner,  some people just seem to have been born with “Old Souls”.  The experience of feeling older than your age reflects is commonly associated with having reincarnated many times over and this is echoed in the “Soul Age” theory where there is a certain progression of soulful development: from Infant Souls, to Awakened Souls.  For example: if you have reincarnated few times on earth, this would be reflected in the age of your energy, and in this life you will display many primitive and child-like characteristics.  If, however, your soulful energy has reincarnated many times over, you will display many matured and wizened characteristics (such as the ones mentioned in this article).  If you feel older than your age reflects you might be a Mature or Old Soul.  You can read more about Old Souls in depth here.

9.  You Have a Great Affinity for Certain Cultures/Time Periods/Environments

It is said that having a great, unexplainable attraction for certain cultures or time periods is a kind of past life “residue” reminiscent of a certain place, culture or environment that your soul may have experienced in past lives.  For instance, you may have an inexplicable affinity to Asian culture, Celtic artifacts, or the 19th century.

10.  Unexplainable Fears or Phobias

As touched on in the last point, many believe that certain memories or experiences can pass on or leave “residues” in our childhoods and adulthood’s from past lives.  Whether this is true, or is simply a form of problem bypassing, many believe that we can experience the echoes of past traumas in our own lifetimes in the form of unexplainable fears and phobias.  Examples can include:  the fear of drowning, the fear of certain types of animals, the fear of certain places, the fear of particular numbers, colors, objects, and so forth.

11.  You Feel as Though this Earth Is Not Your Home

The yearning to find your ‘home’ can be seen as a reflection of the desire to return back to the source (oneness, consciousness, divinity).  Many people feel this yearning to be reminiscent of an athlete running a long race and longing to reach the ‘finish line’.  In the same manner, Souls that have reincarnated many times over express this basic need for finally completing the cycle and returning home.  Feeling that this earth is not your home is often accompanied by chronic feelings of tiredness and wariness for life on earth.

The Arrogance of the Intellect & Satisfying Need.

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I remember once, I was watching a Yogi. He was an older man, with a long white beard, an orange turban on his head, the his eyes teemed with galactic wisdom. He had said something very inspirational. A questioner from the audience had asked “is there a difference between being smart, and being wise?” The Yogi responded by saying that there was a very big difference between someone who was smart, and someone who was wise. “Don’t fool yourself of mixing these two things together.”

A smart or intellectual person is not necessarily smart. Essentially, what is smart? It is the simple process of being about to regurgitate information. It is simply someone who is able to revalidate information that is already there. There is a difference between being  wise and creative, and an intellect who can recycle information.

I myself, have met these intellectuals in my personal life at times. Let me tell you one thing, it is sometimes painful to be in their company. Perhaps it is the over confidence of their personalities, or the ability to spew and recycle irrelevant information, or the lack of social interaction and fluidness. It isn’t social at all, and there seems to be nothing humble about the atmosphere.

Nonetheless, I think it is important for us to remember the intellect, and its boundaries. Do not let yourself get too high on the intellectual throne. Not everything in life is logical, and therefore, lets make sure we look at the emotional, and spiritual side of every situation, and not let intellectually inclusivity rule.

I was recently watching a video, called “Jordan Peterson – The Arrogance of The Intellect” I’ll link it here. You don’t have to watch the whole thing, although its only 6 minutes long, but if you are wise, just listen to the first minute of the video. The guy literally starts by asking this psychology professor “The issue that I face is that I have a very high need for intellectual stimulation, and I cant get that from most people…how should i address this?”

God Damn.

When I heard these words, I began to think immediately “what an asshole”. But that’s just my mind trying to label people and put something back into its place, on something I don’t personally agree with.

First of all, this idea of a very high need for intellectual stimulation is driven by the person that needs it. I think the whole question or proposal can be broken apart just from his first sentence. Can we begin by asking ourselves, what is this need someone may have? What is this need to be around and socialize with other intellectuals. Why is it so high? And perhaps the ultimate question, who is cultivating this need? It is the person himself. Why must there be a high need to be stimulated from one aspect of life, for this instance, the utter need to be around intellectual or smart people, who can carry on longer conversations about specific topics than the rest?

This is the problem. This individual has, over time, created an unbalanced need, an almost addictive need, to be constantly stimulated by one thing. That’s like literally what society has done over the last decade, creating the humans need to be constantly around technology, your phones, tabs, cpus, social medias, and etc. That’s like literally me saying. “So the issue i am facing is that i have this high need for technological stimulation, and most technology just doesn’t do it for me….what do you suggest i do?”

How about minimizing that specific need? Human need is un-ending. This is human nature. It will not be satisfied in this way. The wise will understand this – not the intellectual. As always the answers will always lay within you, not outside of you. There is no solution that is external, but only internal that will truly satisfy you on a kosmik scale.

 

Electronic Dance Music and Cosmic Vibration.

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Electronic Dance Music (EDM), is essentially music rooted in sounds, mostly purely, electronic, meaning, it seems (to me at least) has a high vibratory feel. There is repetitive beat after beat which makes the main drum-line which you will essentially hear through the entire song (for most EDM).

For those of you who follow EDM, you will know exactly what I’m talking about. There isn’t much to explain on how we connect these electronic feels, to the feels of cosmic or almost other worldly feeling. The world, universe is made up of cosmic vibration and energy. Vibrations are a part of us and everything we are, and will be (or have been). From human beings, to the wild-life, bacteria, and an inanimate rock – it all consists of vibrations of energy, that essentially make up what you see, or are.

Perhaps the correlation from these vibrations are most strong, when there is literally MORE vibration, or movement. Different vibrations or energy create different things, such as that inanimate rock, wild-life, to the things we build, such as skyscrapers, to road signs. Since it is all “matter” in our universe, it all vibrates. All things vibrate with some frequency, in turn creating that object/thing/thought.

How is EDM translated to this cosmic vibration? It translates when we literally feel the vibrations of the music. As EDM is highly beat driven, it simply creates more of a vibrational atmosphere, which is repetitive, and in turn, really drives home this feeling of energy and vibration. Furthermore, the slow introduction of new and rhythmic sounds and synths, create different soundscapes of vibration. I can literally feel my heart vibrating when I am drenched in deep house music. Perhaps the other aspect of this relation is how different types of electronic sounds and pitches resonate with EDM, and how we may relate this to the sounds of the cosmos – almost an unknown, yet addicting vibratory feel. Kosmik feel.